We leave for California tomorrow afternoon. It's always weird to see people after you've been away. Hmm. I'm anxious to get things done out there and nervous to be around everyone again. Everything has been going so well out here. There are so many people I want to see. There are also quite a few I wish to avoid. I think this is going to be an interesting visit nonetheless. So many things have been running through my mind. So many things. I wish it were more organized up there because I really don't know what's going on. I feel some changes coming. Good ones. Exciting ones. I am ready for it. I have to pack sometime tonight and make sure everything is taken care of here. I always procrastinate. Maybe it's because I get nervous so easily. I'm not sure, but I don't want to be nervous anymore. I'd rather be a bitch than a wussy little nervous girl. Heh.
Saturday, eh? I haven't slept yet and I don't plan on it. I have to get a few things done today. I'll probably pack tomorrow. It will be nice to be back in California, even if it's only for a week. I'll be going to Largo to see Jon Brion on Friday. Lindsey, you'd better come! Heh. I didn't really get excited about this trip 'til now. Just now.
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I really don't want to start writing in this until I chose a template. Heh. You all know how indecisive I am.
*sigh*...I need to stop having these awful headaches all the time. Other than that, all is well:) I will write again soon. I'm busy at the moment. Heh.
I feel lovely.
Another journal. Let's see. This is number four, yes? That's only counting the ones I actually used. I had a xanga journal for a while and some other one I don't remember. So...six...four...whatever. I had two previously on blogspot, but those are full of so much pain that I don't want them to be a part of my life anymore. I've still got my livejournal running, though. Not much to say right now. I'll be writing in here soon.
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